THISISIT... so much has happened, so much is going on,  I have tried to write my blog for the past 1/2 hour and keep deleting it.   I then wondered should I have just left my ramblings to remind me how mental my mind is at the moment.   However, as you now read you will see that I did in fact delete the ramblings and started again.
What was I rambling about, in brief here are the headings.
Verbal diarrhoea
Talking too much, when you meet new people. Why do I do it? is it a bad thing? do they realise what I have done?  Are they exhausted as me.  This happened a couple of days ago when I met a new person and thought yep, thats what I do.  But too my astonishment I realised that I did this again today when I was on an appointment, do I do this everyday??????  how worrying, must make a mental note!!!

Weighwatchers.
Didn't go tonight, was so tired from work.  However, I have not really done anything this week to lose weight.  I have decided I either have to do it properly of give it up and be obese all my life.   I must look at the paperwork and work out what I can eat and how many propoints.  It is easy to work out,  but food is so nice and the wine has been great lately...
book club
Am reading a book called Home for book club.  it is interesting, but a tough one to read.  I will try to finish it before the next meeting, but have realised that after 2 hard slogs of books I need to read some trashy, easy to read rubbish.
However, had a lovely hot bath and read some of the book. That was until my daughter needed the bathroom and came and sat chatting to me. Chatting to my baby girl was a welcome release from the book.

The book before this one was Engleby another tough one.  Maybe this is a reflection on my busy life at present.  Have no energy to read too much.  I did think that I could be more like Grace (the character in the book).  She doesn't seem to have verbal diarrhoea, in fact the opposite,  she just stands back and watches. 

This is what I will try to do,  but being a sociable butterfly I find this very difficult to do!   so my final ramblings on my day today is ..... this is it.